Some Journaling (6)

Na Zar
1 min readDec 21, 2021

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I studied a bunch of specialities but only for a short span of time
I studied Educational Psychology, I’m studying Psychometrics, I studied one year Sciences of Educations

But the learning was disastrous, I don’t feel like I have been really “formé” in this disciplines
I have the baaaaasics of the basics knowledge
the most simple ideas

and when you’re at your last year, it ruined my mood from time to time.
Too much to learn for a short period of time
Too much time wasted, opportunities wasted by a bad organization, a bad curriculum, bad teachers sometimes too

and what I find conforting is the idea :
I don’t have to be an expert by the end of this year, I have all my life to learn, even if I’m no longer on university, even if I finishemy studies with little expertise, with little culture, I can still continue to learn and develop myself on what I find interesting and usefull.

I don’t want also to force myself to follow a road I don’t like.

Currently I’m trying to learn and have a good overview, a good foundational knowledge about psychometrics even if I don’t think I’ll use it later.
Maybe for personal researches, because even the plan : Doctorate, I’m not interested in it for now.
The use of Arabic makes things harder and less enjoyable.
I’ll take y chance if everything is good, but I’m not relying on it at one hundred per cent.
I want to make money and learn another discipline.

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