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During this week I was disturbed by family events and not the joyful ones.
I lack more sleep than usual, less focused and energized as usual and so, I was more clumsy than usual.
In fact, I’m more attained by the event than I thought, a little more stressed that I can admit.
Well, the observation, or the lessons, isn’t in my clumsiness or how I managed to keep my habits and my work on track.
The lesson is more about peoples, how I gave more attention to people I cared about, and they aren’t as understanding and caring as I think I was with them.
It came from many directions and yesterday, I decided to stop giving these people, type of people because it’s not just them, it’s more about the behavior, an attitude.
The attitude is about egoism. Everyone is egoistic, I’ll be delusional if I expect everyone to put always others first, totally understandable. Nevertheless, when you’re a friend of someone, and even more when this guy helped you in many ways, offered support and showed empathy..ect.
When you happen to need some understanding and empathy, they just think about themselves, sincerely upset about what you have done, when you said, you’re in your normal state. There’s another case, but I won’t talk about it, maybe one day.
So, yeah…It’s not because you care about people, that people will care about you and don’t people in higher ranks of friendship when they only deserve to be acquaintances.
